I was 23-years-old, I panicked and thought having a child would an obstacle for my career path, I was scared at what my parents would think, what my friends would say, I thought I was going to miss out on so much…for a few months I thought I made the right decision, but as time went by I could not stop thinking of the horrible thing I have done. Every time I see a child, or when I see someone pregnant it hurts me think how uncourageous my boyfriend and me were. I get mad at him thinking why did he not stop me? Why didn’t we think it over… why did we not take t a few days to analyze, soak up the idea of me being pregnant? I feel guilty of not giving my child the chance, I feel fake because we did this without telling anyone, I feel empty… I wish I could turn back time …