When i was just 13 years old I found myself pregnant. Not knowing what in the world to do or who in the world to talk to I decided i would take care of it on my own. One of my friends dad used to perform abortions. In disparity i begged and pleaded for drugs that would end this nightmare. He gave in. From that day on i have never felt so empty before. It has been almost 3 years and I still wonder how my life would be with my baby in my arms. I want everyone to know that has made the mistake that there IS hope! It may seem unreal, but in time, you will open up and begin to blossom again <3 Stay strong!