June 26, 2010, is a day I will not let myself ever forget. I found out that my sister, who is one of my best friends, aborted my niece/nephew. I feel so hurt, angry, and disgusted that she could be so selfish and lie to my face. She blessed me with my nephew 4 years ago, also from an unwanted pregnancy. He is by far the best thing that has happened to me. He is such a smart, caring, beautiful boy, and I can't imagine my life without him. I now am faced with the fact that there was another baby meant to be my niece/nephew that I would have instantly loved as well…and I would have said wow, I can't imagine my life without you. Thanks to my sister's selfishness I will never know this child, never be able to love them here on earth. It breaks my heart to know that my niece/nephew is up in Heaven with no name, no birthday, and no one that got to love them. My only comfort is that they are with my Lord and I know my grandmother will be with them. My only other comfort is that I know as a Christian I will be able to meet this child and love them forever when I enter Heaven. I will carry their memory and love them every day of my life, because that is what I would do if they were here. I never thought this would be something that I would have to deal with, and now faced with it I realize how selfish the decision to abort really is. I always knew in my heart it was wrong, but never realized how it affects so many people. This should never be the final decision; there are so many wonderful caring people out there who would die for a precious baby to live. This is a horrible "easy fix" that our society has created for people's lack of responsibility and I will never agree with it. I have to learn to forgive my sister because I know it is the right thing to do, but I will never forget 6/26/10. RIP to all the lost souls waiting up in Heaven to meet their family. We love you!