It’s now been 10 months
It’s now been 10 months since my abortion I can not begin to explain the regret and sick feeling I have when I think about it. Small things like seeing a baby or a family member becoming pregnant brings it back. I regret it so much and would take it back 100 times over. The actual procedure is terrible I would never do it again and if this post makes just one person change their mind then it will be worth it.
You feel it, every bit of it, the feeling of being hollow is real and I hated myself as soon as it was done. I honestly thought I was doing the right thing for this baby, but now I know it was selfish and I could of coped, I would have managed, I was just scared.
I don’t think I’ll ever forgive myself for the wrong I have done, I just hope I can stop others from making the same mistake.